Mum, I couldn't let you go!

Every morning just before I wake up, I can hear you,

Every night after I sleep, I can feel you.

They say you will not be seen anymore,

But trust me, I see you every moment in my core.

So, mum I still couldn't let you go!

Every small thing around takes me more towards you,

Your hugs, your kisses, your shoulder is what I miss most of you.

Those words and talks push me more to hold on to you,

They say I need to now live without you.

But, mum I couldn't let you go!

Those unlimited talks I want more and more,

No one else can be as close as you were.

You were the one who understood me always,

Your ideas on how to live life pushed me in many ways.

So, mum I couldn't let you go!

I keep scrolling through your photos all the time,

But none of them come alive like your smile.

I needed you in my every sorrow and happiness,

Because life is tough and no one else can bring that easiness.

So, mum I couldn't let you go!

You were the most beautiful and strongest woman I've ever seen,

Your boldness made us fearless in every scene.

You fought like a warrior till your last breath,

But it's hard to believe how life plays to death.

But, mum I couldn't let you go!

I want to see u always maybe only after I sleep,

It was you who never left me to weep.

They say your blessings will always be with me,

But I never imagined a life without you, the way it could be.

So, mum I couldn't let you go!

If ever you come back as a mother on this earth,

I wish to be the child to whom you will give birth.

Mum, it's still hard to believe what happened in the past,

Your every memory is so fresh and will never last.

So, mum I couldn't let you go!

With love Mum ❤

Shalu

28.06.2021

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